1590_平静下的疯狂

第一千五百九十集
平静下的疯狂
汽车里
面对沉浸在自我世界中的妹妹
安迪忍不住劝说
嘿 瑞秋
你不感觉这有些过了吗
什么意思啊
安迪斟酌了一下语言
哎
我知道你很喜欢一知秋
是他的超级粉丝
但是我觉得所有事情应该控制在你的能力范围之内
你把所有的钱都拿来买这些东西
这太疯狂了
So crazy
不
瑞秋显然听不进去他的劝说
你什么都不懂
你不知道他对我意味着什么
他的歌曲
他的整个人都给了我很大的力量
我知道我也有喜欢的歌手
你知道的
Utz
但你这个根本就不是理智的追星行为
这些东西已经超出了你的购买能力
这种情况太危险了
瑞秋莽妈摇头
用双手捂住耳朵
不
我不想听这些
我知道自己在做什么
不需要你来教我
见他这番模样
安迪无奈的叹出口气来
也没办法
只能启动车辆往前驶去
美国是一个情感寄托缺失型的社会
面对偶像的崇拜与认同
很容易被衍生出进一步的行为
这里是极端粉丝文化的发源地
疯狂追星的人很常见
有些极端粉丝出于对于某个明星的喜爱
甚至会做出跟踪
骚扰等极端行为
只是安迪没想到这种事儿会出现在自己妹妹的身上
显然她的目前已经有了这种趋势了
汽车行驶在路上
车内气氛一阵沉闷
半晌之后
瑞秋率先开口
她的语气也软化了几分
抱歉 安迪
我知道你是为我好
谢谢
但我真的知道我自己在干什么啊
我只是希望你一切都好
简短的对话
车内又陷入一片沉默
安迪说着
顺手打开收音机
来吧
放点音乐吧
他常听的说唱音乐
电台节目中传出一阵歌声
是叶知秋新出的歌曲
跟随着节奏
安迪忍不住抖起腿来
作为一名说唱迷
他必须得承认
叶知秋的说唱音乐的确是顶级的
一曲结束
安迪有意缓和下气氛
对自己妹妹说着
嘿 Bro
这首歌真不错呀
还好吧
其实我也是第一次听
我还是更喜欢他的摇滚乐多一些
叶知秋的说唱比较偏向那种老牌硬核说唱
的确能欣赏这种风格音乐的女生比较少
即便是粉丝
Come on
亏你还说是他粉丝
他的说唱最近都火爆全网了
呃
好像还有两首歌
我最近忙
也没听过
帮忙打个电话给电台放一下吧
在美国
听众通过电台点歌是很普遍的一件事
他们正在听的是一个地方性的小电台
瑞秋很快拨通电话
你好
我们想要点一首死旦
瑞秋点头重复了一遍
对
Stand 这首歌
谢谢
然而出乎她意料的是
电台那边礼貌的拒绝了
抱歉啊
出于规定
这首歌目前暂时无法在本电台播放
电话挂断
兄妹俩面面相觑
瑞秋有些不解
发生了什么
一首歌而已
电台为什么不让播
安迪也皱皱眉头
好像是因为什么广播审查规则吧
电台是严禁在黄金时段播放暴力等相关内容
这首歌应该是违反了这个
瑞秋点头表示理解
这倒是说得通了
毕竟暴力
枪支等元素在说唱作品之中太过常见了
二人都是成年人了
倒是不觉得这有什么
反而勾起了他们对这首歌的好奇
我用手机听一下
瑞秋说着
已经拿出手机打开音乐软件
她熟练的在叶知秋名下作品中找到这首歌
调到最大音量之后点击播放
二人都打起精神来
音乐声响起
出乎他们意料的是
不同于常见风格激昂的说唱音乐
这首歌的前奏反而有种安静的感觉
前奏之中
先是一阵细腻清凉的雨声
淅沥的雨滴像是在深夜里落在屋檐
铁皮车里
街道上
带着潮湿的凉意
接着没有鼓点没有炸场的音效
只有一道轻柔又略带忧伤的旋律缓缓铺开
仿佛隔着电话像雾一般飘渺的女声传了过来
My window 打开
Sia low
Everyi put your moong
记得了啥so bad
你唱出歌
Dar swim
I wrote you
What you still they call in
I left myself
My hager
Emma home home one in at the bottom
I sent to let it back in autumn
You must not a got to the property was the problem in the post office
Or something somesounds aswppble
The dress is too slappppy
When i juttle
But anyways fuck it's what's been up man out a daughter
My girphfri's pregnant too i'm about to be a father
If i have a daughter guess what i'm a color
Or i'm not me a bond
好的好的
I read about your uncle run into whoi'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself
Hope
But somebeen through day one on mi know you probably here this every day
But i'm your biggest fan
I even got the on underground sister to dead with gaam
I got a wrong full of your hosters
Then your pictures man
I like your sister did with drop st through that it was bad
Anyways i hope you get this man tippy back just the chast
All the yours
The biggest fan this this staand
女声十分温柔
近乎治愈
但在时轻时重的雨中
又仿佛掩藏着一股说不出的压抑了
安迪听出了这道女声好像和在jassed reyou life 中演唱副歌的是同一人
对方似乎和叶知秋一样
也是一名华夏歌手
但在留下这首作品之后便神秘的消失了
关键是这段前奏让安迪和瑞秋都有些听得发懵
如果不是提前知道这是说唱
他们会下意识的以为这是一首抒情歌什么的
紧接着
叶知秋低沉的歌声响了起来
这首歌中
叶知秋没有炫技的演唱
反而像是念白一般没有作为听众
二人也听出来了
叶知秋似乎是在以歌迷的身份念着一封写给歌手的信
Drag 应该是他的英文名jackson 的缩写
所以这是带入了他自己的歌迷
从歌词内容看
好像是挺乏味的
大概就是以歌迷写信给自己喜欢的歌手
但歌手没回复
歌迷很失落
这种事儿简直再正常不过了
有什么值得写进歌词里唱出来的
然而这温柔的前奏
平静的叙事
却是悲剧拉开序幕前最安静
余命的倒计时
自己痛苦茫忘记道
Picture on my world
你在忙激烈的子sso bed this mom
You don't dn't call all a row
I hope you have a chance
I am man
I just think it's fucked up
You don't man to a feif
If you didn't want to talk to me outside the concert
You don't have
So you could assign and know one gragraph a man
You that's my little brother man
He's only six years old old wawated in a glisppring coall for you four hours
When you just like know as pretty city than man you like his fuck and item
He wants to be just like you man
He likes you more than night i in that man
The why just don't like me in real and resmember when we man in
Never you said if i right you
You would write back see want to just like you in a man and never knew new my father neither and you thouw the cheat or my mom and feter ter
You can may talate to what you say in in your songs when i have a sigday and like just i way and put a on because that don't really guesit else so i'm it helps when i'm depressed
He's even got a head toward your name across the genet
I'm sound ar you can cut myself to see how much a belieks like a twininly the paying is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real and i respect
You could would like it
Michael phph's jealous
Because talk about to twenty four seven
But she don't know you like i know you slim no one judge
She don't know what it was like for people like us growwing up you rather for me man i'll be the biggest span
You've ver losscerely your stand
Yes we should be together too
己子都哭茫不知道喝着啤酒
Ooh in the 梦
Deam misr
I'm so good to call the right my friend this will be the last fact
It's i ever been your rest and in six months to still in the world
I don't deserve it
I know you gonma last to to it us our of the addresses on a perky
So this is my
I set i'm sin in you
I hope you hear it
I'm in the car
Right now i'm to a nayou on a creyou
I swim ii wed to fit the bocer
You sain the drive
You know this song
I fell collins in the air and the night
About that guy who going to say that other guguy from grounded
But they it and builill on it all then that it show we found ounhim that's kind
How this is i'm could can releep you from from from wand
I was too it
I'm want to it it the sm of the rowyou not the one it was allowlowed the patter of the call
I hope you know i ripped off the a picches off the wall
I love ed to scream
We could have been together
Think about it
You rude it now
I hope you can't sleep when you dream of body and when you dream
I hope you can't sleep
When you scream about it
I hope you can't just eat it
You when you can reet without me secream
I loup it some train of the all i slep my
My got and screamment in the trunk
You know just it throw i did tied to rock the
I'd like you because if she something takes a suffer more and you'll die too well gotta go a almost at the grich now of sit i forgot
I must spot to signish it out hi no this then
Then i mess the right too sooner
But i just been busy
You said your girlfriend breacking king now how far along issue looa really slalater to recall all your daughter
That and here's an one aggram with your brother
I wrote it on starter camp
I'm sorry on and see with the show
I must miss ch don't think that they that's it intention on the just a dissue
But what's this sit you said about just like to cut your is two
I say i sit this cloanis or come on on how fx to fish 've got to miss to stand
I think you need encouncouncement to help you rito some bound and off the walls when you get down some and what this this it about us meant to be together
That's like to sittle make me now one us the me each other
嗯
I really think you when the girlfriend
Need each other a maif
You just need a treat of better
Hope you get to read this letter
I did hope to reach this human fand before you heard yourself
I think that to read on when just fine you relax a little
I'm glad
I inspire you was kid
Why do you so mad try do want understand that
I don't want you was a fend
I just don't want ants to to do some great aa kit assing this once it on the nose to cover a weeks ago
And maybe sick some who was drunk it rove his car over a great and had his girlfriend and it's sick
And he was pretit with his kid and in the car
He found a safe
But did dn't say it would was ood come to think about it
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